the last two days have brought with them an epiphany. it seems i spent my entire high school years befriending the male species with the intentions to prevent the female species from making my life a hell hole. and now that i am all grown up and not a believer in cooties, guys just don't seem to see me as more than a friend {well all but the sleaze bags in the streets}.
I'm okay looking...people don't crunch up their faces or run at the sight of me. i mean I'd like to have a guy i like tell me I'm pretty rather than constantly be told I'm one of the lads.
my epiphany came yesterday when i was talking to my cousin. who made it quite clear that she wanted me to finally get a boyfriend this year. but after eighteen years of male related failures, i don't think i will ever ever get one. so that can guarantees two disappointments this year.
some people seem to find my lack of relationship experience shocking! considering i spent most of my time around guys, what they don't know is that when they see me with those guys, I'm discussing the following: football, rugby, their girlfriends and or how to get a girlfriend {me not considered}
yes it's a sad story,and one i constantly avoid discussing until now... X *FS
*FUTURE SPINSTER
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