you know despite my gangly brothers opinions i am a nice person. today i performed another selfless act_ i went to church. i know most people don't see going to church as an act of kindness but in my case it is.
to begin with it's depressing, i find myself feeling pity for the woman sitting next to me singing dutifully, shouting AMEN and crying for no real reason. the entire time i am in church i am either trying to keep my eyes open or to stop admiring someones outfit.
i have nothing against Cristian's and church goers, i just don't see why i should promise my entire life to serve someone else, when there are so many stupid and reckless things i want to do... whether i will do them or not is not the point. the only reason i endure the guilt trip that is going to church is my mother. she doesn't know that rather than follow an actual religion or Christianity to be more exact... i have chosen to declare belief in A god so that just in case i die and i don't come back as a rock star and instead go to the after life... whoever the big man is cant say i had no faith and can happily accept me in.
i have had many a debate about this subject and lost a friend over my choice of belief { which isn't very Cristian of her}. and i have learnt a way to get my point through with out necessarily hurting some ones feelings.... "if you don't like it, fuck of and tell someone who cares" yep works every time. the sight of seeing such and adorable face like mine saying something so crude renders people speechless, though i don't know why.
now if only i could use my skills on mummy x *COC
*CUTE ODD AND CRUDE
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